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Everything has just gotten worse...

Post  Morgan on Tue Feb 19, 2013 9:36 am

I haven't been feeling well lately and I've been pulling my hair more than normal. I don't know why and it doesn't hurt. I have bald spots now...
I don't want people to look at me differently.
Im sorry this is happening guys...I want to be strong and Im trying...
I just can't do this alone anymore...

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Post  WalrusFaces (Layla) on Tue Feb 19, 2013 9:41 am

Oh Morgan Sweetie you dont have to do it alone. Im here for you. If you need to ill give you my phone number. You can text me any time. Day, night, afternoon, whenever you need to. Ill always answer and try to help in anyway I can. <3
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Post  Morgan on Tue Feb 19, 2013 9:45 am

Thank you...it really means a lot to me. I try my best to be happy, its just getting harder and harder to do. Im honestly only happy when Im with Thomas and I'm not really allowed to see him. I talk to him everyday but its nights like tonight, when he falls asleep and Im alone when everything gets bad.
Im trying hard not to relapse with cutting and Im trying to start eating again.
My Trich is just acting up again..and I keep pulling and pulling and no one understands...
not even me...

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  • OCHS JV Football Game Orange VS Louisa 20-42 October 23rd, 2013
  • OCHS Varsity Football Game Orange VS Louisa 28-42 October 25th, 2013
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Post  Morgan on Tue Feb 19, 2013 9:54 am

And the memories are coming back...they won't stop.
I just wish someone understood and I just wish they would tell me Im not crazy even if I am...

I'm just sorry that I'm hurting you all....

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  • OCHS Varsity Homecoming Football Game Orange VS Fluvanna 49-25 October 4th, 2013
  • OCHS JV Football Game Orange VS Louisa 20-42 October 23rd, 2013
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Post  WalrusFaces (Layla) on Tue Feb 19, 2013 10:09 am

You aren't crazy. None of that makes you crazy. It makes you human. Never in all my 15 years has being a human being made you crazy. Having extreme feelings doesnt make you crazy. And its okay to feel down sometimes. We all do. We just have to stick by one another.
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Post  Fennec on Tue Feb 19, 2013 10:13 am

<3

I can't really give you any advice, but I'm a good listener. I love you, Morgan. We all do.

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Post  Morgan on Tue Feb 19, 2013 10:15 am

I want everything to go away.
My scars, my bruises, my burns, my bald spots, my depression, everything.
I just want to be happy..

Me and Thomas have talked about running away together...I want to be happy and I feel like that will make me happy...

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  • OCHS Varsity Homecoming Football Game Orange VS Fluvanna 49-25 October 4th, 2013
  • OCHS JV Football Game Orange VS Louisa 20-42 October 23rd, 2013
  • OCHS Varsity Football Game Orange VS Louisa 28-42 October 25th, 2013
  • OCHS Varsity Football Game Orange VS Monticello 25-42 November 1st, 2013 

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Post  WalrusFaces (Layla) on Tue Feb 19, 2013 10:20 am

Just remember that all those scars and burns and bruises are all apart of who you are. They make up little parts of you. Just remember that running away isnt always the answer. Sometimes it is. But you always have other options. Im here for you. And ill always listen.
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Post  Morgan on Tue Feb 19, 2013 10:22 am

I know...
thank you...

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  • OCHS 2013 Homecoming Dance Sept. 28th, 2013 (Trevon asked me out!)
  • OCHS Varsity Homecoming Football Game Orange VS Fluvanna 49-25 October 4th, 2013
  • OCHS JV Football Game Orange VS Louisa 20-42 October 23rd, 2013
  • OCHS Varsity Football Game Orange VS Louisa 28-42 October 25th, 2013
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Post  WalrusFaces (Layla) on Tue Feb 19, 2013 10:25 am

You're welcome Morgan. I really do hope you feel better. Remember, "You is kind, you is smart, you is important."
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Post  Fennec on Tue Feb 19, 2013 10:49 am

Wanna continue our roleplay? I know it won't make things better, but it might distract you or take your mind off things for a little while. (:

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